Different Ventures...

 It's been a bit since I last wrote. I've been working on several different things at the moment. Recently I had been diagnosed with ADHD along side my Schizoaffective disorder - So I've been trying to process that for a bit.

I didn't want a stimulant medication such as Adderall. The reason being is I have known to many people who have abused the medication over the years. Basically taking it as a street drug rather than an actual medication. As a result - I was put on a medication that assists with Focus and concentration but doesn't cause you to race around. I'm finding it effective though. The half life on the medication is roughly 18 hours... so usually by 3pm its wearing off. While I do find my evening to be a bit chaotic, It's worth while in the sense that my mornings are becoming more productive (Both inside, and Outside of work).

I'm doing my best towards quitting smoking and I've been making an active effort to get back into the gym. My weight is at 235.2lbs (which is up from my summer low of 226.2). The goal is to be Nicotine free by my birthday. As well as get below 200lbs by December 2024. Some minor diet changes will assist in the weight loss, which I am working towards now. I figure 2 pounds over the course of 16 months is 32lbs which should put me very close to my goal. 

We are planning a trip for January 2025.. Which means we have to get in better shape and save money as best as possible. Works had some changes lately... but overall its going well. 

Katie and the cats are doing well. And while my mind is adjusting to a new reality.... I really can't complain either. 

That's all I have for today - I'll write more soon

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