In the mountains.

 This weekend my girlfriend and I decided to take a trip up to NH. We got up here yesterday and so far its been a really relaxing trip. Tonight there is a thunderstorm going on in the area and it made for an interesting ride back to the hotel. The weather was nice today though.. mid 70's so we cleaned out my car and went for a ride with the top down. I've found that i've developed an irrational fear of driving though. When the speed limit is 70 im doing 65. Even though when i was a teenager i could do 90 without a problem... i find im a bit more afraid of going that fast. Im not letting it spoil the trip... its just something that i've noticed. Even when im at home... the flow of traffic goes about 80 and i keep it to 70. One other thing i've noticed is that my night vision isnt what it used to be. One of my pills has a side effect of blurry vision.. and while theres nothing i can do about the side effect it makes it a bit upsetting that my night vision isnt what it used to be. I used to love driving at night... but the fact that i dont feel amazingly safe driving at night now... kinda sucks.

Things at home arnt great. My roommate and i were fighting before i left for vacation. he sent me an apology text today... but it doesnt discount the fact that it bothered me. He was being mean for the sake of being mean. Something to deal with when i get back i guess.


Tomorrow we are going on a couple of hikes... and monday we are going shopping. I have tuesday off... but i'll be back home by then.

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